I’ve been here 7 months and I like it less every day.  Maybe it’s just where I live.  The city is so hard and cut-throat.  Sometimes I don’t even want to go outside even though I feel better after I do.  People are so bold when it comes to asking for money and some get mad when you don’t give or have.  It’s annoying as shit.

It’s becoming more difficult to see the “bright side” and I find myself fighting inside my head a lot more – trying to turn the frown upside down.  Ugh.